I have to do this.

I have to end things with drew. I'm never gonna get anywhere with him. I won't ever be settled down with him. He won't ever completely be mine. EVER. so I have to put my feelings aside and do what is best for me. I know I'm gonna be the one  hurt in the end and I don't wanna be. I wanna be settling down. Starting a family but I can't do that with him. I love him and I don't think think that's ever gonna change. I just can't do this anymore.