painful.

so here lately i felt like things were going good.... i thought brett and i had somehting, then i was back with kyle.. or so i thought. i dont know what to do anymore. i guess give up?

i also feel like im fat.. ive ran every day for a few days now. and i eat once a day. and thats it. i need to be smaller.... i feel like i should be anyways. ughhhhhhh.

im so confused......

so much to write about

well i havent really blogged much in a while. its been a whole month or more.. me and brett are doing good. he makes me laugh and smile. and i always have a good time with him. hes a sweetheart. i have really strong feelings for him, but im not gonna ruin it by telling him or anything. ive met his whole family and they are all so sweet :)

me and brooke are still bff. i love her to death. she can almost always help me figure out what to do in a bad situation.

well im kinda depressed right now, because im going to the beach June 10th thru the 17th. well brett leaves the 17th for florida and he'll be gone 3 weeks.... that means a whole MONTH with no brett :( kinda upset. he might be getting a job down there then that means i will be moving down there. :)

thats about all!

army wives tonight :)