lalalalalalalala :)

lalalalalalala, im super happy.

matt came over again, and we just chilled. he's sweet. and was like soo i like you. yay! maybe it'll work. guess we'll see. i watched a movie with brooke tonight. it was super good. but im gonna get food, and go to sleep :)

night yall!

everyone needs inspiration.

there is no guarentee that this life is easy. <3

i love that song! it's so flippin amazing.

so i am pretty happy today. i think.

i dont really know yet.

but i guess i will see.

im ready to go to this stupid class, and get it over with.

so i can go watch the movie with Brooke :)

joshua sent me a text last night, this is what it said.

"Hey i cant go to sleep until i tell you this... i dont what it is about you but you are amazing, even with me being 3 hours away from you when i look at your picture, i can close my eyes and you are right beside me on the beach watching the sunset. ive loved you since i first glanced at you. i know that God made you just for me. you are my one and only Em. i really dont need to think about this. you are my future. i have never felt this type of love before but it feels good to find my true love. i love you."

oh my. i broke down. it was sooo sweet!

on some days i wish i could just get on a greyhound bound for nowhere. but i know i cant. or i wont have a good future. but im bout to shower. and get ready.

blog later!

lalalalala love you :)

so today has been super good. all i did was nothing. church, nap, tan, nap, and then brookes :) i read a really really really good book tonight. but i am bout to talk to jeb, and go to sleep! nighttt :)

todayyy, january 30.

today has been good so far. im super tired and it sucks. but other than that its been good. i went tanning, and ate. and i went to church with brooke :) tonight around six im babysitting my little boyfriend. yay! i gotta do some homework while im babysitting, but thats ok.

thats about all for the day.

nap time!

blog later.

Salvation Army.

 So i went and worked in the Salvation Army today.. and we served lunch at eleven, seconds at eleven forty five. and closed the doors at twelve o five.

there was a guy, Eldrige, who came in late. and this is his story.

he'd been living in florida and came back to alabama (montgomery) to stay with his parents until he could go back to where his girlfriend was. well a lot of stuff happened, and he said staying with your momma when you are 40 is not fun. and it doesnt work out too well. and told me not to do it!

he told me he really just wanted food, and he would love to help us do anything we needed, because he didnt just wanna eat and not help. well while he was eating, we sat and carried on a conversation... and he goes ma'am i really just need somewhere to sleep for the next four days. do you know of anywhere i can stay? i went and talked to the lady over our group and got info for him on the housing at salvation army..

i went and sat back down and i told him that he can stay for free at the salvation army up to 7 days. after that it's 12 dollars a night. he said ma'am you are a lifesaver. i have no where to go, and no one to stay with. and he said God is doing something big in your life, thank you so much. i dont know where id be if i didnt come eat. and then he started to cry... i couldnt hold it in. he just broke my heart. and i just started to cry.

God truly used me today. and i believe it with all my heart. He has a major plan for my life. and i am so blessed.

seeing families with children come to eat, because they have no money or food it just broke my heart.

so after volunteering at the salvation army this morning, i know for a fact i am called to do mission work. to share the word of God with other people. "I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20 ♥

joshhhh

im on the phone with Josh Guyon. and it reminds me of how much i miss him. and i think im gonna make a trip to go see him. i love him, truly. like i regret not making time for him. and getting off track with talking to him. ughhhhh hes gonna make me cry, seriously.

oh well. he treats me like a princess, and would bend over backwards for me.. and i didnt make enough time for him. i dont understand why i always make stupid decisions. and i leave the one who truly cares, respects, and loves me for someone who is an A SONG SONG. (pig latin) haha. but i seriously dont know why i do stupid things like that.

i really do miss him! and LOVE him. with my whole heart.

this is joshua.

i love him.

with my entire heart.



bottoms up.

so tonight has been a good night!

i went to the football banquet. and got to see some people i havent seen in forever! but, then i went to walmart with Paulina, and i got to see my blakie poo :) he's one of my best friends, and i love him to death. i'd seriously do anything for that boy! idk if he knows that or not, but he should. lol. but i also got to see holly. :) i love her too! i didnt get to see my Matt tonight, but thats ok, cause im gonna see him tomorrow :) ughh why am i so happy all of the sudden? i know i shouldnt be cause it seems like when everything goes ok, and im happy that something just takes it away from me. and i hate that. ughhhh.

but thats all i gotta blog about! night yall :)

this is my blakie pooo :) i love him!

you make my heart beat again.

sooooooooooooooooooooooooo,

i'm pretty dang happy right now.

matt just left, and he is a real

gentleman. seriously. no one has made me truly

laugh like he did tonight. and no one has respected me like he does!

he is a sweetheart. and i love that!

well im gonna go to sleep now, smiling :)

night! :)

  

  

that is all. :)

the word is liar.

hahah ive had a good day.

matt is on his way to see me :)

yayay. and i might get to go

help ashley c make her class's

art project tomorrow!

i cant wait. :)

i love my life.

its is amazing...

thats abouttt alll i gott to sayy. :)

goodday. bahaha.

night yall.

the word is easy.

Ashton Shepherd's song look it up is one of my new favorite songs! i love it. here are the lyrics :)

The word is faithful, look it up
It don't mean sneakin' around
Behind my back like you ain't gettin' enough
How bout forever, just look it up
It means through thick and thin and
Pitchin' in even when the times get tough

The word is easy, look it up
And you'll see a picture of that piece of trash
Ridin' 'round in your pickup truck
Let's try liar, just look it up
But you'll need boots to wade through all the bull
You tell me when you come home drunk
It's just like you to be so clueless
Cause you never thought I'd do this

I said go, goodbye, get lost, get out, get gone
The word is over
Look it up

You said you're sober, look it up
It's right next to hell is freezin' over, flyin' pigs,
And all that stuff
And how bout baby, look it up
It's what you call me and it's how you act
Every time I call your bluff
It's just like you to keep to denyin'
Save your whinin' and your cryin'

I said go, goodbye, get lost, get out, get gone
The word is over
Look it up

The word's forgiveness, look it up
It's what Jesus has in store for you
But I know no matter what
Quit your beggin' and your cryin'
Can't you hear what I've been sayin'?

I said go, goodbye, get lost, get out, get gone
The word is over
Look it up

Asshole

Just look it up, look it up

sooo thats my new song. its pretty self explanatory. but im bout to get ready, and go tan, and then off to class! yayy. notttt.

blog later!

here we go again.

so my moms fb status was talking about how my brother kept saying "you big dummy" to his DSi yesterday.. and how my grandaddy used to say that to us all the time..

well it just made me miss him sooooo much, and the tears just started POURING down. and i cant do anything to stop them. its awful..

my grandaddy inspired me so much. he made me realize that things may not be easy, but life is gonna be how you make it!

i miss my pawpaw too. he was the best person anyone could know. he used to sell used cars, and he'd tell you... if you buy one of my cars then i'll be your friend, but if you dont buy one i'll be your best friend. ughh it sucks when God takes the best people away from us.

both of them made such an impact on me. and the things i do. i love them both soo sooo much, and i wish i could just see them one more time before i join them in Heaven. but i know i cant. and it makes it that much harder.

this song makes it a little bit better....

undescribable.

today has been good. :)

i stayed with ashlee last night, and went with her to class tonight. me and Ashley C have so much in common! which is good. i need more than just one friend. lol.

last night i seriously thought about if Kyle was the one i like, and i realized... i think i feel the same way he does.. but i dont wanna mess anything up.

buttt that's about all.

night!

waving my white flag. i surrender.

soooo tonight has been very eventful..

i woke up today and went to ashlee's. we went to Bobby's and ate. then we went to EastChase. we got 32degrees again :) fro yo is sooooo yummy! then went to AUM. met up with sarah and kayla for a few minutes. and then i went to class. we didnt talk to much in class, but it was pretty controversial.

Cody A has been BLOWING my phone up today.... ughhh. fml. but i have been talking to travis some, and he is super sweet.

im on skype with Jeb right now. i havent seen him in forever.

then christopher long from jersey who lives in ttown messaged me on fb. wtf. RANDOM. i havent talked to him since orientation, ive tried my best to ignore him. just didnt work :/

thheeeennn the major thing that happened tonight was that Kyle Benton told me he thinks he loves me, but i told him he has to prove it to me before i can say anything about it. and he said he will, so i guess we'll see.

my friend Sarah's car got broken into at AUM tonight.. wow. they took her debit card and spent a lot of her money before she noticed it.

welll there goes a text from Cody. great..

look at this picture from a bulletin board in ttown!

wow. wth.

but i am to my breaking point. and if Ashley Cobern wouldnt have given me advice idk what i would do! i really dont.

well im bout to keep skyping, night yall! :)

upset.

i mean i really DO NOT understand why people have to lie. it just makes me super mad. and makes my opinion of you a lot different then what it was. so Kyle Benton has been in Foley/Gulf Shores "visiting his mom" or thats what he told me. well his used to be roomate in wetumpka just told me he isnt coming home. but kyle has been sitting here telling me he is. i mean really?!? you aren 5 you can tell me stupid stuff like that! ughhhh. im to the point of giving up. seriously. im gonna stay single, forever. im done! it isnt worth going through all the BS. its ridiculous! i am not in highschool anymore. i shouldnt have to go through all this.

well i am going to sleep. goodnight.

playing catch up.

so the last time i blogged was a WHILE ago. and im sorry for that. blogging is what gets me through the day. without it i could vent to ash, but i do that too. cause putting out here for anyone to read is so much more stress relieving. (spelling).

but this weekend has been pretty chill. i stayed with Brooke all weekend.. i love her to death. friday night we were at Kayla Atchison's house for a little while, and in the short time we were over there, her brother cody fell in LOVE with me. and i dont think i like him. he's cool, and nice. i mean he massaged my feet for me, but he just isnt my type.... saturday we got up a little early and went over to Kayla A's again for our little get together. then we had a bonfire last night. it was fun! i even rode a 4wheeler for the first time since my wreck. and i was super proud.

cody went to church with me this morning cause he asked if he could. so i couldnt say no. yano? he said he liked it... his mom and sister (kayla) asked me to come eat dinner, but im super busy tonight.

kyle benton, idk where to begin with him. i like him. a lot. still. even though he is sorta sketch. its all cool though. he is in gulf shores with his momma at the moment. he needs to hurry up and come back! ughhh.

newbie! travis williams, is sooooo cute! dreads, tattoos, money.. all i need. haha. kiddin. but i do wanna hangout with him, and see how he is when we hang.

kolby mcgalliard, divorced. thats about all i can say about him. he likes me, or so he says.. but idk what to believe with him.

marc hall has been calling again, but i cant make myself talk to him. so i dont answer.

jeb odom calls me constantly buutttt i dont wanna talk to him either. so i only answer sometimes.

there is a cutie in my english class, tj, and he texts me a lot. and i guess we'll see how it goes.

and then there is my future hubby, blake hlad. he is pretty dang awesome. cept we arent really getting married, haha. he has a gf. but he is pretty fun to talk to. and i miss him! cause he lives all the way in Tennessee. :/

aviiiii, lives in canada.. but he legit thinks im his girlfriend. hahah way to go Emily.

that's all my boys for now. i think there are more, but i dont have time or patience to type them all out.

AND im pretty dang upset with Cameron Miller. he let his little sister play with my necklace and she lost is. and he really doesnt care. ughhhh. fml.

well thats about it. im gonna take Jasmine to Elite, then go tan. and then ima take a napppy nap! i need it. big time.

and i am so thankful God gave me such a strong beautiful caring mother. she is the best and idk what i would do without her! i wouldnt trade the world for her or my little brother. i love them :)

and i am also VERY thankful God put me and ashlee together as best friends, cause without her i would probably be insane. literally. she keeps me going, and she helps when the going gets super tough. i love her to death! :)

blog later!

disappointed.

hmmm, disappointed it is.

but in English today we had to start a bucket list, so im gonna make a list of all the things i might wanna do before i die.

BUCKET LIST

1. become rich.
2. skydive.
3. go to EVERY country, state, and continent.
4. open a home for special needs children.
5. go backpacking in New Zealand.
6. spread the word of God in another country.
7. get more tattoos.
8. get a breast augmentation.
9. find the true meaning of love.
10. own a night club.
11. adopt a child.
12. bungee jump.
13. mountain climb.
14. snowboard.
15. ski.
16. meet Justin Beiber. (and a lot of others)
17. help deliver a baby.
18. work in a pediatric hospital.
19. work in a psychiatric hospital.
20. to know the feeling of being loved.
21. buy my mom a new house.
22. watch my brother get married.
23. take my mom and Ethan to Mexico.
24. be taken seriously.
25. be on tv.

as i decide on more things i would like to do, i will add the revised list to my newer blogs.

sooo, as of right now that's about all i wanna do.

but im done blogging for now, i think.

ohh, im done with josh.. i dont think the "ONE" is gonna treat me like he did. oh well, i guess life has gotta go on.

well alrighty.

i got a job interview in the morning! yay, hopefully it goes good.. im sitting here eating macaroni :) yummm..

well i guess thats all i have to blog about.

ohhh and i havent talked to josh all day! he hasnt texted me once. wtf.

oh well, night.

skypee night.

tonight is skype night! ive skyped with pat, and caught up with him.. then i watched teen mom 2 with paulina. now im skyping with my blakie pooo :) i miss him!

i miss my best friend ashlee! so im spending time with her tomorrow before classs.

i spent time with joshua today and it was chill :) i think i might like him, but im not gonna say i do cause that usually messes it up.

well i need to go tanning, although i went today.. ugh im addicted! it sucks.

night yall. :)

good day.

today has been a really good day!

i spent the day with brooke, michael, and my little boyfriend Ethan. we were just lazy most of the day, then we went to brookes ma's house to eat. and last night all we did was sit around and gossip with tiffany and kala. oh and we went to get a cookie cake (yuuuuum).

i was out of class today and im out tomorrow too! :) and brooke and ethan are coming to eat dinner at my house.

im also going to joshua's in the morning, cause he has to work tomorrow night :/ but im glad i get to spend some time with him!

ohhh and i might be going to lunch with my megggg friday!!! yayay.

that's all i gotta blog bout tonight.

night yall. :)

wowwww

so tonight has been a blast!
ive been spending time with brooke and ethan and michael...

we just got back from getting a cookie cake :)

night y'all :)

happppyyyy

i just got home from Brooke's. i always going over there because we have such good talks! i love her :) hopefully i'm staying with her tomorrow night..

so since i was at Brooke's i didn't get to see Joshua. ugh.
i BETTER see him tomorrow. or i'm gonna be a little upset.

i'm determined to go up to this guy at church and talk to him tomorrow, cause he always stares at me before, during, and after church... so maybe it'll go as i have planned! :) you know i'll blog about it. haha.

night y'all.

stressss.

stress is AWFUL. like i legit hate it.
why do i always end up stressing?
it sucks. big time.
im so ready to eat, i wish the food
would hurry up and be done...

joshua doesnt get off til ten, so maybe he can stop by on his way home... cause he's gotta come past my house. i need to see my boo, like asap.
i need to see him! its ridiculous. haha.

im burnt and it hurts really bad, but i guess its my fault.

i also applied at Palm Beach Tan today! maybe i'll get the job. that would be greatttttttt.

well i guess that's all i have to blog about right now.

giving up.

smokie norful's song, understand, is my theme song at the moment.. it really hit home when i listened to it on my way home tonight. these are the lyrics....
Sometimes I feel like giving up
It seems like my best just ain't good enough
Lord if you hear me, I'm calling you
Do you see, do you care all about what I'm going through
And then he says, one more day, one more step
See I'm preparing you for myself
And when you can't hear my voice, please trust my plan
I'm the Lord, I see and yes I understand

But sometimes I feel like I'm all alone
I'm just like a stranger so far from home
I feel like I've done all that I can do
Please Lord give me strength, I'm just trying to make it through
That's when he told me one more day, one more step
See I'm preparing you for myself
And if you can't hear my voice, please trust my plan
I'm the Lord I see you and yes I understand

He knows how much we can bear
And in the time of trouble he promised he would always be there
I understand
The Lord is telling you yes I understand
I am the Lord I see you and yes I understand

I am the Lord I changeth not
I won't forget nor have I forgot
You see every thing works according to my plan
I am God, trust me, I got the whole world in my hand

One more day, one more step
I'm preparing you all for myself
And you can't hear me speaking, just trust my plan
I'm the Lord I see you and yes I understand
I'm the Lord I see and yes I understand
I am the Lord I see what you're going through
Every problem, every trial, every burden, every situation
I understand, I won't leave you
I understand, understand, understand

i just love them!

well im bout to eat the rest of my quesadilla, and go to sleep..

hope i can see joshua tomorrow :)

night!

computer lab. blah.

sooooo.. im sitting in the computer lab once again. with nothing to do til 6:20. i might go eat. ha, idk.

but there is a girl from Troy who almost got killed. she was walking into her apartment and some one tried to abduct her, and they cut her throat and stabbed her multiple time... well somehow she is still alive! praying for her and her family!

butttttttt i'll blog more later.

joshua robledo. :)

.... came and saw me tonight :) just made my night.

goodnight!

           

 



sorry for all these! they were just too cute not to put on here. :)

Bible verse for the night (ok so its the whole chapter, BUT it really impacted me tonight.) :

Psalm 51:
1. have mercy on me, o God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. 2 wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin. 3 for i know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. 4 against you, you only, have i sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge. 5 surely i was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me. 6 surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place. 7 cleanse me with hyssop, and i will be clean; wash me, and i will be whiter than snow. 8 let me hear your joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice. 9 hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity. 10 create me in a pure hear, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. 11 do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. 12 restore me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. 13 then i will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you. 14 save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me, and my tongue will sing of your righteousness. 15 O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise. 16 you do not delight in sacrifice, or i would bring it; you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. 17 the sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. 18 in your good pleasure make zion prosper; build up the walls of Jerusalem. 19 then there will be righteous sacrifices, whole burnt offerings to delight you; the bulls will be offered on your alter..

that's all!

goodnight :)

class class class

so tonight was my second night of classes at AUM, and i like them.

my bestie ash walked to my class tonight :) she da best!

but on a serious note, my other amazing friend (Aubrie) gave me some other good advice when i asked her why am i so in love with marriage but i cant find the guy. she told me that even though we may feel ready, we couldnt handle it right now anyways. its just our hearts telling us to settle down. and she is completely righttt. i hate to agree, but i have too!

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things. Love never ends. -Corinthians 13:7-8 (i really love these verses!)

classsss.

so this certain person I've been talking to is..... sweet. and ugh idk what to do.

i have class at 740 tonight. yay. not.
at least i have it with my bff, ash :)

guess I'm bout to watch a little TV. and then get ready.

torn.

i'm torn between people..

kyle hasnt talked to me all day, and hasnt replied to my texts or answered my phone calls. then he calls me at TEN PM to ask if i could maybe take him to work. uhm, no. dont think so. thats not how it works. hate to break it to you..

then there is someone else. and he's sweet. and takes time out to talk to me. no matter what hes doing. ufhh i dont know what to do!

praying is my only option in this situation.

bad girls club is on!! yay. :)

night y'all. class tomorrow :/

blog blog blog

so me and jasmine have been laying in the bed making online babies to see what my kids look like. bahahahahaha some of them kids are UGLY!!!! but its been fun :)

mean girls is on, but almost over. i just had to blog before we attempt to sleep!

night :)

i hate the weather.

i ABSOLUTELY hate this weather. i can't go see Kyle. depressing. :/

i hope the weather isnt too bad tomorrow, so i can go see him. and i wont be stuck in the house.

my mom is awesome she made me chicken, bacon, and cheese quesadillas. and she even brought them to me in bed! i love her, sooo much. she has no idea how much i love her.

i really wish Kyle could come cuddle up and watch a movie or something with me! ughhh but idk if he can. cause the roads are closing.

blog later, if i have power!

sunday.

it's sundayyyy. time for my lazy day! i just got done making pigs in a blanket. and they are gonna be AHHHMAZZINNG!

maybe i can go to my love's. guess we'll see.

weather is supposed to be bad tonight and tomorrow.. and that means no school for me tomorrow! yay!

blog more later. :)

really? grow up.

there are seriously some RUDE and INCONSIDERATE people in this world. and they honestly make me ILL. i cant put up with people who think they are wayy better than me, and people who think that because they are a B***H its gonna get them whatever they want. WAKE UP CALL. the nicer you are the nicer people are to you. just a little fyi. and i wonder why your bf ends it all the time?!?! because of the way you treat him. i wouldnt put up with you either. and MAYBE its why you have NO friends. ughhhh..

sorry, i needed to vent.

g'night :)

home.

i miss my boo already, and i just saw him a few hours ago! sad day. i miss my best friend too. ughhhhh.

im sorta confused on if im kyles gf or if we are just talking. he tells people im his gf, but he never asked me... so idk. i wanna ask, but then again i dont.

i think i'm bout to leave bethanys and go home and curl up in my warm bed, so i can get up for church in the morning. then its off to curl up with my favorite (kyle) and have our lazy sunday :) maybe i can eventually do this til im ollllldddd. :) that would be awesome. i know i talk a lot about maybe he could be the one, and im only 18 and i know i shouldnt be looking... oh but i am! im ready to be with the person im supposed to be with. for some reason im in love with love. weird. lol.

well im off to the house!

night :)

happy.

sooooooo...

i had a good time just laying around on the couch being lazy with Kyle today. just watching Psych... thats all we did. and it was nice. even took a nap :)

he has to work 5-9 tonight, and he wants me to come back when he gets off, but idk yet. we'll see!

ohhhh and my mommy is making my FAVORITE dinner tonight... chicken and dumplings! yayay!! can't wait.

blog more later!

kyleeee.

going to see my boo, kyle. :) and spend some time with him before he goes to work.

i love my mommy! she is the best :) she made me, and my brother french toast this morning.

i'll blog more later!

have a good day :)

don't know what to title this one.

tonight i spent time with ash. we went and ate at Logan's. :) and then i went back to her house and watched a movie with her mom and little brother. now it's bed time!

i'm not gonna be able to go to bham tomorrow to see Aubrie, so i'm gonna spend time with Kyle before he goes to work. Sunday after church me and him are having a lazy day since he's off.

i really like him, and i dont want anything to mess this up. NOTHING will mess it up. i can promise you that.

the one thing i want in life is someone who loves me for who i am. and i can see Kyle being that someone. but im not sure, i dont wanna curse myself, haha. i want to meet someone now, who i can fall in love with. and someone i can grow old with and the whoever that might be, i dont wanna meet him when i'm older. i want to meet him now, so that i dont have to be older and worrying about how my life is gonna end up. i want someone that can agree with me, and wont lie to me. i want someone who completes me, and someone i can eventually have a family with... is that toooo much to ask?!?

my prayer for the night,

God,
i pray that you prepare me for the person you have planned for me. and that i dont go searching for him, and you can just send him to me. i thank you for the time on Earth you have given me. and i pray that you can give me more time to make an impact. i know you have major plans in store for my life and i look forward to see what those plans are. i love you and thank you for everything you have given to me.  amen.

my only new years resolutions are to get more into the word of God. and to get back in shape.

i just opened my Bible and this is what verse it was on.

Provberbs 4:1-2

(NIV) Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction; pay attention and gain understanding. i give you sound learning, so do not forsake my teaching.

(the message version) Listen, friends, to some fatherly advice; sit up and take notice so you'll know how to live. i'm giving you good council; don't let it go in one ear and out the other.

and this is exactly what i was talking about in my prayer for the night. wow. God is good! :)

    

 

 

 

 

i know, i blog toooo much.

so i know i blog too much, but its an addiction.

kyle went and got his new tattoos without me. :/

but JERSEY SHORE is about to come on!!!! yayayayayay. can't wait :)

oh and i can't wait to see my boo tomorrow. :) and i can't wait for saturday in bham with my Aubrie. i miss her soooo much!

quotes/icons/stuff i love.

 



  
 

these are just some of the quotes i love. and my favorite song of the moment.

so i wrote this one cause i thought i lost my last one.

i was in the middle of a blog last night, and my internet went out. so i dunno what was said on that one! but i do know i was glad to see Kyle last night.. even though it was call of duty night.

 this is Kyle. :)



ohh and btw i ended things with Cameron. and i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders!

      
 

tonighttt.

tonight was a good night. got to spend time with my boo, Kyle. :) even though tonight was call of duty black ops night i was still happy i got to see him. and i get to see him tomorrow! yay. he makes fun of me for blogging, but its ok. cause i make fun of him for that stupid video game!

me and Bethany are watching the show on MTV called i used to be fat. this show is crazy legit.

i'm in a good mood, and that's really good for me. i never say i'm in a good mood anymore.

YAAAAAAYYYYY jersey shore 3 comes on tomorrow :) cannnnoott wait.

i wanna go to see my good friend Aubrie asap. i miss her tooo much. she always knows what to say. and how to say it. that's why i love her.

so for being so random, but i'm done blogging for the night :)

night y'all :)

this is kyle :) he makes me happier then Cameron does.. surprise surprise. Cam is a butt head. all the time. and kyle isn't. :)