here we go again.

so my moms fb status was talking about how my brother kept saying "you big dummy" to his DSi yesterday.. and how my grandaddy used to say that to us all the time..

well it just made me miss him sooooo much, and the tears just started POURING down. and i cant do anything to stop them. its awful..

my grandaddy inspired me so much. he made me realize that things may not be easy, but life is gonna be how you make it!

i miss my pawpaw too. he was the best person anyone could know. he used to sell used cars, and he'd tell you... if you buy one of my cars then i'll be your friend, but if you dont buy one i'll be your best friend. ughh it sucks when God takes the best people away from us.

both of them made such an impact on me. and the things i do. i love them both soo sooo much, and i wish i could just see them one more time before i join them in Heaven. but i know i cant. and it makes it that much harder.

this song makes it a little bit better....