everyone needs inspiration.

there is no guarentee that this life is easy. <3

i love that song! it's so flippin amazing.

so i am pretty happy today. i think.

i dont really know yet.

but i guess i will see.

im ready to go to this stupid class, and get it over with.

so i can go watch the movie with Brooke :)

joshua sent me a text last night, this is what it said.

"Hey i cant go to sleep until i tell you this... i dont what it is about you but you are amazing, even with me being 3 hours away from you when i look at your picture, i can close my eyes and you are right beside me on the beach watching the sunset. ive loved you since i first glanced at you. i know that God made you just for me. you are my one and only Em. i really dont need to think about this. you are my future. i have never felt this type of love before but it feels good to find my true love. i love you."

oh my. i broke down. it was sooo sweet!

on some days i wish i could just get on a greyhound bound for nowhere. but i know i cant. or i wont have a good future. but im bout to shower. and get ready.

blog later!