i'm not gonna be able to go to bham tomorrow to see Aubrie, so i'm gonna spend time with Kyle before he goes to work. Sunday after church me and him are having a lazy day since he's off.
i really like him, and i dont want anything to mess this up. NOTHING will mess it up. i can promise you that.
the one thing i want in life is someone who loves me for who i am. and i can see Kyle being that someone. but im not sure, i dont wanna curse myself, haha. i want to meet someone now, who i can fall in love with. and someone i can grow old with and the whoever that might be, i dont wanna meet him when i'm older. i want to meet him now, so that i dont have to be older and worrying about how my life is gonna end up. i want someone that can agree with me, and wont lie to me. i want someone who completes me, and someone i can eventually have a family with... is that toooo much to ask?!?
my prayer for the night,
God,
i pray that you prepare me for the person you have planned for me. and that i dont go searching for him, and you can just send him to me. i thank you for the time on Earth you have given me. and i pray that you can give me more time to make an impact. i know you have major plans in store for my life and i look forward to see what those plans are. i love you and thank you for everything you have given to me. amen.
my only new years resolutions are to get more into the word of God. and to get back in shape.
i just opened my Bible and this is what verse it was on.
Provberbs 4:1-2
(NIV) Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction; pay attention and gain understanding. i give you sound learning, so do not forsake my teaching.
(the message version) Listen, friends, to some fatherly advice; sit up and take notice so you'll know how to live. i'm giving you good council; don't let it go in one ear and out the other.
and this is exactly what i was talking about in my prayer for the night. wow. God is good! :)
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