tonight was good. i cried in front of Lindsay, and it was totally ok. which is awesome. and she is so right. during the day it is so easy to put on a smile and pretend to be happy. but at night you lay down and dont move bc youre scared that if you do all the pain will spread and wont go away. i feel like that every night. it sucks, but ive come to terms with it. mark is my past. and he will stay my past. im going to write him a letter. to express my feelings, and why i choose for him to stay in my past.
but im going to sleep, hopefully. 8:15 is coming fast.
goodnight.
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