i never knew i could miss someone so much. until now. its mark's bday and he's in florida.. and he is supposed to be in court today.. which he wont be. so he will have a warrant for his arrest out. i want him to be a better person, i know he can be! God, i love him so much more than he deserves. but he makes me happy. and for some reason i cannot quit thinking about him. and crying over him. or for him... idk which one. ughh my head is pounding ive been crying so much. i just wanna run my car off a bridge.. not to die. but to be put in a situation that someone will be there to take care of me. cause it seems like the more and more i try.. the less and less people are there for me. every day is a miracle that i wake up.
goodnight.
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