quotes...and some venting.

1. i was going to give you a nasty look, but i see you already have one.
2. face it... we're all in a prison known as life, with a death sentence, and no one will escape.
3. your words mean nothing to me, your actions say it all.
4. a boy spends his time looking for a girl to sleep with. a real man spends his time looking for the one worth waking up to.
5. everything in life is temporary. if things are going good, enjoy it. if things are going bad, dont worry, it cant last forever.
6. never chase them, quickly replace them. mistakes? nah, i cant retrace them. i just move on and quickly erase them.
7. fellas; cheating is for the weak. its for those who lack will power, for those who are immature, and inconsiderate.
8. is your goal worth your committment?
9. i was your cure, and you were my disease. i was saving you and you were killing me.
10. i prefer the naked truth than the best dressed lie.
11. I don't hate you, I never could. I don't regret meeting you, I never will. But I do regret our relationship. It destroyed our friendship.
12. Dont stress urself out worrying about why some1 didnt appreciate what they had when YOU tried & gave it all u had! Move on,they're the fool!
13. The feeling when I’m with you, right there, is the exact reason why I never gave up when everyone else said to stop trying.
14. Even if I had a thousand reasons to leave you, I'd still find one reason to fight for you..
15. Remember... You don't have to turn and look at every DOG that barks at you...

 

 

i miss the way things were. the way things turned out... no im not happy with them. but i show everyone that im happy. maybe i am happy on the outside, but on the inside... im slowly dying. my heart hurts to wake up every morning knowing that mark and i arent together. it hurts my heart to wake up knowing im never gonna be anything but a waitress. it hurts to know im in debt at 19. it hurts to know that mark wont care and wont be there for me... i never sleep anymore because i tend to dream about mark and i. and all the crazy times we had together. and i wake up crying. but i go to sleep crying too. and there is nothing i can do to stop it. the tears they just come out. and i cant stop them. they just keep rolling down my face and they show me how much i cared. and i would risk getting kicked out of my house to be back with mark. just see if things could work. i hate the way my life is going. it sucks. im not in school. i dont have a great job, but it pays. it seems like all i can think about it negative. but i know God has a plan for my life. i know he does. i can feel it. but what that plan is? i couldnt tell you. i cant even begin to imagine where i will be in ten years. will i be married? divorced? a college graduate? or still a waitress? will i be moved away from bama? will i have a kid or kids? will i still be distant with my dad? will my dad even be here? i may not be able to answer those questions, but God knows. and he knows my life story. he knows how things are supposed to go, but with they way im going.. who knows. all i can do is pray. and make sure my life is on track.

 

night.